HATE YOU FOR LOVING ME

2006-07-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

2006-06-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

so in love with JH!
trust me when i say i love you!

gees.mr lim and crapp.sex and stuffs.
but something he said was true!

"girls need to be shielded and protected.."
its so sweet lah!
hahs.boring day.Oh damn.can't blog already.
momma scolding!

loves!
48 hours and it goes on!

2006-06-25T00:54:00.000-07:00

totally obsessed with my sassy girl choon-hyang.
gees.also,i'm definitely not waiting for tomorrow.
so many work undone!damn.rah.jaehee is super super cute!
hees!world cup is making me wake up at 1 noon.and i don't like it.
grr.stupid stupid stupid.portugal?japan?england?argentina?
rah.mentioned ones got loads of hotties!hahs.sorry.obsessed!
okay.my dad is getting on my nerves.he just come in the room and stares while i blog.
wth.ber says just my luck is nice.but i have no chance to watch it.sighs.
just what should i do?
aiya.don't know lah.hahs.gonna bring a big bag of souveneirs to skool tml.
sorry cheryl,didn't get you a tshirt
super sorry.hahs.
RAH!stupid printer aka scanner spoil.damn it lah.
so many things nd to be printed and come spoil at this time.
WTH.damn lah.aiya.nth much to say lehhs.just that JAEHEE IS REEEEEEAAAALLLY SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR CUTEEEEEEEE!!!!

2006-06-23T08:25:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY SASSY GIRL CHOONHYANG!

I WANT TO BE A SOUTH KOREAN!

PROOF?

i'm learning korean!

annyeonghaseyo!(hello!)
hehs.ohkay
sorry about that

yes .i'm back from indonesia and yeah i don't feel like coming home at all.
SHUSH!i'm missing you boy
LALALAS>
i love JAMIE!
SHE TOTALLY RULE!

HEHES
BLAHS.nth to say lah.

but i'm just back to reality.
harsh reality

GODDAMN

annyeonghe jumuseyo.(goodbye)

2006-05-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

if only a time machine is invented...
if only we were just strangers...
if only i never cared...
if only you never came into my life

if only i was not touched...
if only i was not sensitive...
if only it all never happened...
if only i never love...

to wait is nothing,
to love it hurts.

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i'm simply hurting myself lah.
when he care so much.
ohkaye i'm really nuts.

i SPLURGED today.
and its alot.!
for myself!!
x))
tomorrrow, mrs low coming.
DOTS.=X

going theme park.WOOTS!
cannot wait.

BLAH.dunn want say liao lah..

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CARE for me WILL YA?

2006-05-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

long time no blog liao ehh
hehs.WOAH!
a week past liao
SO FAST SEHH!

oh.neways
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HONGYAO!!
hehs

lals..TODAY IS TUESDAY
and lessons were BORING as usual..
but i always have zhao sheng(JASON) and CHENJIYANG
my host classmates !
they are really funny and entertaining.
like say this

ZHAOSHENG:eh,wanjin,do you think my skin tone is dark if i'm a singaporean?
JASMINE: ehhh..........ohkay lah..maybe just right bah.
ZHAOSHENG:(laughs)then do i look like a singaporean?
JASMINE:yeah.quite alike
ZHAOSHENG:(laughs)ERM..dun laugh alright...err..am i handsome as a singaporean?
JASMINE:yeah.not bad
EVERYONE:laughs..

he's really nice looking lah..the best looking in the class loh.
hehs
and here's another one with Jiyang

JIYANG:singapore's schedule is not that boring right?
JASMINE:ohkay lah.
JIYANG:HAHA.still got a few seconds then lessons end..7..6..5..
JASMINE:(stares)
JIYANG:2..1..ehh..still have 240 seconds..
JASMINE: laugh like a fool..

all conver in chinese anyway..
hehs
i'm having fun lah..not bad..
just that today nv go out.
SIANNED!

AFTER LESSONS..go opposite de BALENO..
look for some stuffs i saw ytd.
in the end i bot..
the same top i bot ytd.but for adeline lah.oso the colour diff..
a top for wanling..
and a top for him..
dunno he like it anot lehh..

nvm.den after that go home..
and blah..

yeah..
den her mum bot me to bookshop..
i bot Marilyn Monroe Biography
and The Scarlet letter,

hahs..all less than 8 bucks.
cheap yeah?

hahs.den went back.and here i am

oh..cheerup neways bev.

a bitch is a bitch.
leopard can't change its spot so just let her.
she sucks..we all know.

x)) cheers

BYEBYE

i like him. i miss him. 48 DAYS

2006-05-25T04:56:00.000-07:00

heys!!
today lessons were interesting
esp art
the MALE teacher just grab my hand and started drawing
and while he talk..saliva from his mouth just fell right on my face
yes..gross..anqi was another victim too.
hahs
poor us.
after that we went to CHENGHUANGMIAO
the things there very nice lah..
mdm gwee very steady..
bargain queen!
she can bargain a stuff from 180RMB to 50RMB lorh
thumbs up man!!
hahs.among the 3 of us-anqi,mavis,me
me and anqi were the only one bargaining.
mavis very softhearted loh.
small key chain 3 for 10RMB.
can discount can.
den she dun wan
say what she look veh stress lah.
HA HA HA
me and anqi so pek cek lorh
lols.
we bot soft toys for S$2 only lah
i bot 6 little cute one total cos 12 bucks lah.
worth it lorh
i bot for
1)ADELINE
2)XINYI
3)JAMIE
4)JOLIN
5)FARIZ

and oso bot a sadistic key chain for
1)charlene

and a plastic sadistic doll for
1)cherie

and a romance of three kingdom for
1)my bro

wanted to buy a fudu doll for cherie one..
budden my bargain failed so forget it loh
sory cherie

hmms,i still nd to get souveneirs for
1)FION
2)BEV
3)MUM&DAD
4)Cheryl
5)Ruby
6)Debbie.......

lalalas.i'm getting happier and sadder each day
happier cos i dun feel that homesick nemores

sadder cos i lose confidence in myself and that hope of mine is fading....
DAMN

nvm.aiya.forget it lah.
BYE EVERYONE

i still do. 43 DAYS

hahs.going nanjing strt soon
so can but more stuffs!

2006-05-23T19:32:00.000-07:00

HALLOS!!
hahahs
seems like i get to use the computer everyday in SHANGHAI nehhs
gees..
well i called cheryl and adeline ytd.
hopefully my card will not explode
.
i miss my blog so much.
don't get to see it here
but get to post
weird huh?

i just created a new hotmail and friendster account
ADD ME!!

mrsPHYSICS@hotmail.com

ohkays.
i miss you guys so much lah
oh.btw the hosts mum bdae was ytd
and the ice cream cake was YUMMY!!
x))
i like it
but i think my weight would increase cause they are feeding me with really good food
X))
aiyas.now is IT lesson
hees.

kie lah.i gtg liaos/

buhbuhys

i love him .i miss him. 42 DAYS

2006-05-22T17:37:00.000-07:00

230506
I'm now in Fuxing Junior Middle School
Well,we are supposed to have lessons.
but they are having IT LESSONS
and the teacher allowed the 3 of us-ME,ANQI,MAVIS to use the com
good hor.
the people here are really nice and caring.
gees.
but ytd b4 i sleep i really miss singapore alot.
ALOT!

you told me you would miss me.so did you?
heeshees..
some bad thing is just that we can't see our own blog.
SADDENING!!!

alrights in the morning there was a morning cum exercise assembly..
it was..hmm..unique?
lols.
i just stand there like a fool.doing nothing..
while others were like stretching and jumping and you noe....

then after that was IT..which is now..

oh.btw.i live just opposite FUXING HIGH SCHOOL
and the SPORTS HALL WAS VERY VERY BIG!!!

HAHAHAS.the school compound was like twice xinmin?
yah.guess so.
i'm having a whole lotta fun here..
just that theres this torture of not seeing or talking to your beloved friends

GRR!almost cried lah..
well the weather here is super cool..
not bad lahh..
HEEHEES.
later might be going to dong fang mingzhu ta.
you noe de one with 11 balls of different sizes.
somekind of trademark for shanghai lahh.
hees..

x))

the traffic here is CRAZY>
the food fed to me was ALOT

but okay lah.
i guess i'm able to blog everyday
hopefully!!

x))

lastly..
i miss

HIM
ADELINE
CHERYL
BEVERLY
XINYI
JAMIE
JOLIN.
CLASSMATES

2006-05-22T04:45:00.000-07:00

220506
HALLOS!!I'm in SHANGHAI CURRENTLY
and its the first night!!
i'm having fun.yet i miss alot of friends
esp my special someone
x))
the family here is treating me hell good.
and i'm glad.
just that i had to swallow down some weird food
gees,i shall stop using com soon.
cos i'm afraid they mind and blah..
hahs.
the flight todday wasn't so jerky yet was tiring
watch 2 movies..
den the weather here is cool.
just what i think is perfect.x))
alrights
today is a good day to start with..
but how about the rest?
GRR.
13 more days to smsing him!!

H A I S H

i like him. i miss him. 40 days

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i want to cure your wound in your heart.
i want to give you all my heart
i want to be your superwoman.
with a listening ear and a shoulder.
oh god..i just love you so..
i'm willing to wait

cos for you i will.....<33

2006-05-17T02:59:00.000-07:00

160506
the maths trial was . hmms fun?
ohkay lah.
not bad.just that kenny and js were superb nuts.
esp during meal brk.
sausages.
GRR.
some pics below.
YIKES.it's obseen!i look retard!!

oh by the way.
I SO LOVE MY PARENTS!!
THEY BOUGHT ME LITTLE BRIDE!
OMG.I JUST LOVE THEM SO.

i don't get it.
probably,
you were too sensitve!

170506
woke up at 8.15 and started watching little bride.
time pass so fast.
i sat on the sofa frm 8+ continuelly till 1+
den reluctantly i go bathe and have lunch.
den i sat on the sofa and watch till 5+.
ain't it cool!

i cried
i laughed
i was touched

by the show!!
hhes.i miss him so much neways
GAHH.STUPID ELEARNING!
haven't even touched a thing yet
DAMN!going rush it at night.hees

i love him. i miss him. 35 days

2006-05-14T00:09:00.000-07:00

130506
i'm mad with my parents
so mad.i hate them just so much at that moment
that moment when they say "forget it"
seriously could scream right in her face
i was hunting for "little bride" vcd volume.
and everywhere i went it was out of stock.
who knows i could find it in suntec.
and i ask them to buy and they just objected it.
WTF.showed them attitude.man.the feeling suck.
@%^&*$#$!

140506
i'm making my own music!!
so cool.i love making music.
gosh i need to learn the drums and the guitar.
how?!?!
grr.shall upload my song here sometime soon.
i'm going to shanghai nxt monday and i would be skipping one whole week of skool
GLADD!
but then only anqi,mavis going.den the rest i don't know liao
sadded.ADELINE LAH!grr.
kiddin lah..oops =X

hehs.nth much to blog.its rather boring these few days.
can't wait to go to school and see him
ALSO! results are freaking me out.
esp dnt.

DAMN.wish me goodluck alright?
ALSO! can anyone contribute "little bride" vcd volume.PLEASE?!!
i will love you to bits
!!

i love him. i miss him. 32 days.

{}replies to tag
to ADELINE: really what.HEEHEES.i can tag along on the bev-you date mah?but like after i come back frm shanghai lah?can?if cnt nvm.cos i really want to go out with bev.but you know my mum.i also want a one on one date with you so go out with you all two is the best,! x)) paisehhs
to SABRINA: sorry bout that sweetie.HEES.i'll link it right now! x))

2006-05-13T01:42:00.000-07:00

130506
i'm going out soon.but i'm here updating my blog
hees.
i love sabrina.she's so sweet!
i chat with him quite a lot today.
and i'm very happy.
teehees.LALAS.
its one month one day.
i know its no big deal lah.
but i'm glad.
what should i wear later?

celebrating mother's day.
at orchard or fullerton hotel i think.
don't know lah.
i will have fun jiu shi lerh.

i dun like him.
i love him. i miss him. 31 days.
huggs.kisses.

2006-05-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

It's a solid one month
yet i haven't plucked up enough courage to tell you
120506
HAPPY VESAK DAY ! x))
neways.it would be happy mama's day soon.
and i haven't get anything yet.damn!
what should i get?!
grr..
went to town with family.
saw bev,kris,laine,yiqing,david,brandy,alfred.
hahas
the girls were inside MNG .boys waiting outside.hahs
sorry to the guys!
i dao you all becos i scared my ma misunderstand.
paisehhs.laine give me a hug.so sweet! <3
tml might be going out with them
hope my mum allows!!
pray pray pray!
ok.MNG have alot of new arrivals.
i like the top bev was wearing.
and i bought it.but is yellow colour lah.
hahs.and another halter top,and a biege top.
WOOHOOS.so happy.
i still want:
1.MNG white BAG
2.MNG half JACKET
3.MNG Red tee

x))hees.okay.shopped around in lido and Tangs.
it was BORING.nth to shop around.but in MNG was nice lahs.
saw Daphne,eliz,peiling oso outside lido.so cute lah.
all of them.
den shopped around again.went eat.den home.and here i am.

something i can't forget today was
in the carpark of TANGS,i was walking down the slope.
den this car was going up.
looked into the car and this guy caught my eye
den it just continue and i was
DIAN DAO!!
somemore he's a rich cute guy.the car was a lexus ok.
hahs.tried to look for him after 2 hours but it was a no avail!
LOLS!

i pray and hope i can go out tomorrow.

i like him. i miss him.30 days.
kisses.huggs.

REPLIES{}
1.ADELINE: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHS.bye kevin.x))

2006-05-11T05:00:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER !
GLAD.ohkayes.MATHS PAPER was ALRIGHT
LITERATURE was OK.
DNT sucked
flunked it.
rights.FARIZ is a MR UNIVERSE WANNABE
and I AM MS ASIA WILLBE.

I LOVE MY EVIL KING VALARIE x))

VERY LONG time since i last blogged.HOORAYS!
messages below to some people.

to BEV: SORRY about my mum.
she just don't understand.CHEERUP. thousand loves.

to BOEN: you were being missed by me. x)) how's lyfe?

to CHERYL: SHMILc.AHAHAS

to ADELINE:"bye kevin"

to JOLIN: ha haha

to JEANETTE: i so love that show!!

to VALARIE: i love my EVIL KING!!

to JAMIE: i still want my ruffles.x))

to ASMINE: hAPPY mother's DAY!! loves.

to everyone: EXAMS ARE OVER. x))

and to myself: YOU ROCK!

to WAIPO: i love you.LOVES!.

i like him.i miss him.28 days.

2006-05-06T01:32:00.000-07:00

EXAMS are here.
gosh.it's been some time since i last blog.
mugging everyday.and i'm getting brainier and brainer.and it suck
BOOS.
chinese exams were a flop.damnit.
neways.
good luck to everyone yeah?
x))

aiyers.i go study liao.

i like him. i miss him. 24 days

2006-04-25T03:52:00.001-07:00

HELLOS!

ohkays.
Thanks you guys.for telling me what to do.
i am trying and i hope you guys understand how i feel to
i promised my mom not to do it again.
don't worry guys

sunshine would definitely be there after the rain.
i love you all.

i like him i miss him 13 days

2006-04-25T03:52:00.000-07:00

2006-04-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINYAN!!
YOUR'RE 16!!

x))

ME and CHINYAN! x))

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sunday

you know..sundays are boring for me.
its like the sleepiest day among the week.
hahs.woke up at 10+ because i will have tuition at 11.
sadly.if not i would wake up at 1?
hahs.
bathe.had hokkien mee.then tuition.
BAHHS.can see ye lao shi veh disapointed with my results.
FUCK IT.
sighs.
neways.after tuition..i actually studied for the exams.
HAHS.
gosh! exams are coming in like a week time?DAMN!
fuck it.
and i did revision.finished my PW lyrics.brush up on my history portfolio
and yep done.
also did chinyan's birthday card..
hahs.its a lil VEH ugly to me..i no time mahhs.but hope he like it larh.
he will.
won't he?
X))
after all that it was 5..had to go out at 5.30..so i send th lyrics to ade.
but had no time to do report.HAIS.i am the one contributing the least in the PW.
so sorry guys!
i bathe and changed and rush into the car..almost lATE!
pheww.hahas.
went sembawang shopping centre just to taste " taste of thailand"
hahs.it was nice larh.hahs.shopped around.
yepp and went home aft that.
HOME.watch tv.and here i am.using the com.
mom says this is the last time i'm using the com so i must treasure it.
GOSH.i will miss my com!
lalas.to all people= ALL E BEST IN THE MID YEAR EXAMS!

x)) see. i veh nice rights.hees..

i like him. i miss him. 11 days.

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some photos of HOMECOMING DAY!

MIRROR EFFECT!

HORNY QIAOLI and ME!

ADVERTISING FOR NIKE.(i know i look spastic)

soul sisters.x))

PRETTY LADIES(me,cher,MEINU,ade,yq,debb)

MUACKS.i love DEBB!

MR SINGH.all of us look so ...

me,VAL,ade

KRYS.me.ADE

SOUL SIS II

KHOONLIANG.ade.me.xinyi

me.MOMMY.adeline.

ASMINEE mommy.ME!x)) <33
still got alot pics haven't upload yet.PAISEH!

hees..

2006-04-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

HALLOS!
an excellent skool with fuckin theieves.
WTH?!
whoever that person is,off to hell with you!
@#%^!@#@$

11 items stole in one hour.what shit is this?
god.all this trouble just dampened my mood..somehow.
RAHHS.

saturday
today was alright.i woke up at 7,
went down to the second floor..
went in to the room and slept again..till 10+
dad brought roti prata.
YUMM.okay then i studied for a while..then dad taught me some stuffs,
and i had speghetti for lunch and off again..to my dreamland..
woke up at 4..did some homework,,and changed and go to bugis.
HAHS.met yingying they all.
WAHH.shop larh.it wasn't a "shop till i drop" one.but its okay.bought only a top?
hahs.i know pathetic.
down here are things that i'm dying to buy

SHOPPING WISHES
1.LEVIS handbag-89 bucks.
2.Converse World Cup Edition(probably ENGLAND ONE) Handbag-35 Bucks
3.ADIDAS PINK JACKET-119 bucks.its a definite.my mom would buy it for me.
4.LEVIS Jacket.superb nice.-89 bucks.
5.The Body Shop Strawberry Lip Balm-8 bucks.a definite too.
6.M-Industries Sports Shoe-Price Unknown.
7.More Tops from Bugis Village.

ohkay.HHEES!

rahh.i guessed i gtg.so GOODBUHYS
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you nagged at me.
you scolded me.
you hit me.
you slapped me.
you pucnhed me.
you kicked me.
you grabbed my hair.
you bite me.
you are sick of my lies.
you almost killed me.
but i know you love me.

i'm sorry mum.

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i like him. i miss him . 10 days.

2006-04-20T04:12:00.000-07:00

HALLOS!

i've fallen for him DEEPLY.
its 8 days.already

okay.nth to say larh.cos im like not supposed to use com
OKAY.
gtg.buhbuhy!
and i changed my blogskin!
WOOTS!x))

i like him. i miss him. 8 days

2006-04-18T06:27:00.000-07:00

HAIS!
to horny KELLY:
whether you read this or not,
PLEASE.CHEER UP!

today was utterly nth to say
don't know what to blog.
so bye bye x))

i like him. i miss him. 7 days

2006-04-17T03:09:00.000-07:00

HI!!
i just love photo whoring.so don't mind me.
all the pics i took last sunday at RAFFLES HOTEL 70 storey RESTAURANT.
superb food. x))

STRAWBERRIES WITH CHOCOLATE FONDUE

ME WITH SINGAPORE.x))

iLOVEme

it looks like i'm gonna fall.=X

girl in the mirror

BEAUTIFUL SINGAPORE

2006-04-17T02:47:00.000-07:00

KALEIDOSCOPE PICTURES!

ME AND ADELINE

ME AND JUNHENG x))

XINYI.ANTHONY.ME

MT.CHER.XINYI.ME

MRS KHOR.ME

ALAN.ME

ITS US AGAIN!

I LOVE LES WAN

HONG.ME

DEBB.ME

JON.L.ME

SPASTIC JOLIN.ME

WENDY.ME

FAMILY.ME x))

LISA.ME

CHINYAN.ME

CHER.ME !!

CHER.ME II X))

MT.ME.GWEN.RACH.XIN

ZONGYI.ME

YUEMIN.ME x))

HAIKAL.ME.THINA

ME.SARAH

MR YONG.ME

REIZ.ME x))

HENRY.ME

ANDRINA.ME

ALAN.ME II

BITCH SOCIETY

4 lEADS x))

BITCHES SOCIETY.WOOTS!

2006-04-16T07:09:00.000-07:00

HOMECOMING DAY

TODAY TOALLY ROCKED!
I LOVE THIS DAY!YAY!
woke up at 7 and went to school at 8.15
watch the sound of music b4 going to school.
HAHAS.
okay.reached school exactly at 8.30
already alot people lerh.
WOAH.
mr chia stand at the post there.say what.if i catch you again
that would be 10 bucks.so if i catch yo 10 times means 100 bucks
and i was like wtf.
hahs.went to my class stall.got anqi,CTB,krystal,junsheng,kenny,nigel there liao.
so i just went there and hang out for a while
then kenny asked me go ANGMO SUPERMARKET to meet mavis help her carry charcoal.
ended up calling nigel too
WAHAHAS.MAGOTIC BABARIAN
after that went back.slack around.sian larh.
then went to ANGMO again to get table cloth with adeline.
after that went back.
then go ANGMO again!with huiling to get tongs and margarine.
LOLS!
three times lehh! SIAN LORH!
then went back.finally i saw XINYI.
HAHAS.okay.slacked around.
after that me and adeline walk around.
WAHH.veh tired.
then for the nxt 3hours we walk around,took pics with a no. of people.
HAHS.i sprayed my hair! purple for the fringe,pink for the top,and red for the behind.
asmine say i look like ahlian.
LOLS!adeline also.she only pink.yuqing oso.zien oso.pamela oso.
WAHAHAS!
RAHH.me and adeline went with ql and her sis.trying to entertain her.
wah.i got use my brain hao bu hao,ql.
LOLS!
okay.then time past like that.then yiqing and elaine come putting ice in my shirt
WTH! then we played with ice larh.
then we play until deb lost her necklace..she and des der.
AIYOS.then it started drizzle.walked in the rain to find the ring.
but to no avail.DAMN!
i hope she don't mind larh.
okay.after that.went back to class with cher to get her stuffs.
HAHAS>then walk out of skool.
saw char and cherie.
lalas.went 7-11.then went back.zhenghui very funny lorh.
cher went home.
i hanged out with the rest
ZHENGHUI KEPT GAO XIAOING!LOLS!
FUNNY LORH.aiyos
then mum came and went back home.
i got home and bathe then i sanked into bed and slept for 3 hours..
x))
then woke up and drown in hw again.sianed .if not my mum goes like WHY YOU NEVER STUDY.PLAY WHOLE DAY.
then i do lorh.
yah.thats my day!I LOVE IT!
x))

JASMINEE-
i like him. i miss him.
3 days

2006-04-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

HALLOS!
okay.today was a whole lot of waste of time.
its not fun.at all.
stayed at home the whole day.except the part when
i went out to have lunch.
GREAT.
tomorrow's homecoming day and i can't wait to see HIM!
WOOHOOS!

PLEASE COME TO 204 SUPER SATAY II
ITS BACK!AND THERE'S TAIWANESE SAUSAGES TOO!
COME VISIT AS AT THE CANTEEN NEAR THE GIRL's TOILET.
SEE YOU THERE !

HAHAS.sound interesting rytes.LOLS
RAHH.i can't wait.

2006-04-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

HI! TODAY TOTALLY ROCKED!

lessons were as usual BORING.
just that mrs chow love teasing qinying and his comics.
WHATEVER.
ms lim was super embarrass when we try figuring out her HUSBAND surname
i know what it is.BUT i don't want to tell you!!
HA HA HA
then was maths.as usual it was a-teacher-talking-to-himself-lessons.
SIAN!
finally.it was RECESS.
super glad.
after recess,we had chinese.we also teased mdm gwee about her and her son.
OOPS!=X
she so paiseh.LOLS!first time see her so nice and friendly towards us
SUPER GLAD.

at 11.25.me,adeline,debbie,akimomo,josie,hong,char,cher..and SOMEMORE were dismissed for the volleyball match thingy.
me and ade ate TOMYAM.
while hong ate speghetti,commenting on how TOMYAM suck at the same time.
josie had -forget what-
debbie had-forget what-
cherie had PIZZA!
okay.after all the lunch brk.went up to the bus.
BUS DRIVER SUPER SLOW!
me and ade and we kept singing songs lahh.
RAHHS! i kept irritating her by telling her how much i missed him.
LOLS!
we reached TOAPAYOH SPORTS HALL b4 1.
i saw HIM!.OMG.
okay.then we sit at the very end just nxt to HCS.
they brought 2 times more than us.and were like screaming their asses off larh.
cherie keep shouting shuddup.LOLS!
the match finally started.
it was one exciting one.
at FIRST, our school were leading..but HCS caught up and lead..
and they won.can see our boys very uptight.and i was like RELAX!
the HCS people are nuts.they love screaming.
OOPS.sorry.i screamed too.HAHS.

and our cheers were like " its okay,its alright.xinmin.xinmin.fight fight fight."
and guess what.HCS COPIED US.no offence lah.
then also the OH SAH! they also COPY!.
COPYCATS!
second round.our boys hit well and lead by 6 - 1 and kept leading and they won!
GREAT! i was so HIGH!
i kept screaming.cherie,char was pissed larh.can see.but we all also gao siao.
kept standing up and clap hands when we score.
LOLS.
" HAO QIU HAO QUI!"
LOLS!adeline can't stand.leg hurts.AWW!
den after that
third round.our skool won also! and i was super high.
and desmond,kokwee and kiachuan were pissed by some sec 1 girls who can shout for
more than 10 secs.it goes like this.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!

isn't it a world's record?
LOLS!sorry trying to learn krys way of being lame.
den third round.we WON.
I WAS SUPER HAPPY.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.
hahs.then me cherie and char walk out to buy stuffs.
and BLAHBLAHBLAH>
the B GIRLS CHAMPIONSHIP was going on.and we were slacking outside
FINALLY!it was the prize giving time
we screamed when we got the prizes larh.
anyway
WELL DONE BOYS!

x))
i can't believe i'm so enthu
hahs.

this how it somewhat happen.
so GOODBYES!

i love him and i miss him.
1 DAY

2006-04-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

HALLOS!ITS been quite sometime since i blogged.
HAHAS!okay.
everything's back to normal.
and i'm a happy girl.
hees.
LALALAS.

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school was a whole lotta BORING.
neways.i cried in class.
for NOTHING! LOLS.
don't know what to blog bout..so see ya another time bahh
homecoming around the corner.
buy tickets from ME! okaye?
hees.and damn class tee.HURRY UP LARH!

i gave you everything you want
but why did you avoid me?

2006-04-04T06:23:00.000-07:00

nevermind bout that.its alright.let things be this way then
if it really upset everyone.
whats the point of everyone getting upset?
one upset is better than all three.
i want to just get out of you 2.
but something pulled me back.
i don't know..
RAHHs

let's just stick together..
LALALALAS.

x)

WHO are you
WHERE's you're from.
NO you can't be the one.
THAT has stolen my life.
ITS not real
ITS not right
ITS my day
ITS my night
JUST who is this girl
LIVING MY LIFE?

2006-03-31T05:58:00.000-08:00

it used to be perfect,but eversince i got stupid,
everything shattered into pieces that can never be paste back into a perfect piece again.
just like a vase...

you should know i'm rebellious.
you should know i'm stubborn.
i know you guys are unhappy.
but please.please leave me alone.
let me rot away.
i rather things turn out this way.

i live in a dark world ,all on my own.
all my friends,would come.yet would go.
all my smiles,mask of tears.
nobody can light up my life again.
it was dark,it's still dark.,and it will always be.
life's meaningless.probably living now is a punishment from god.
so i'll accept the punishment and let everything goes on.

so what if i'm happy? will it last?

what i need desperately is -understanding parents
one and only best friend and mr.right.

sighs.YOU should know we were best friends
yet you just push your way in.
now guess what? three's a crowd.
i'm not blaming you.but.i just...
i need her.you've got your best friend in another school.
i don't.
all my best friends,snatched away.
i'm trying to hold on.but it came to an extent i cannot stand anymore
so i got to resort to shouting it out.

also.YOU.how you treat me?
you go for the people who are better.
you go for your cca friends.
i'm always left alone.maybe i'm left FEELING alone,
in the dark,suffering quietly.have you ever treat me as your best friend?
i hope you do.

it all somehow don't matter anymore.if life's like that,let it be.

forget it boy.i doubt it will work.sorry for hurting you.but i just can't set him free
let it go now.as it won't be too late.

i'm stressed.fucked up.

all those memories..too hard for me to wash away
all the times we shared.
still hold a place in my heart.
right here waiting for you..

YES.this is how i FEEL.
i'm sorry to all the YOUs.
i cannot shut it up anymore.

all i get in the end.was still tears
bitter tears.

i know all the YOUs really are nice and good.
but.sorry.i can't help it.

can someone..please.just kill me softly?

2006-03-30T23:15:00.000-08:00

i'm in school again.enjoying the free web browsing
hahas.LALAS.
..

since young..i always though that having one happy family is the something best one can get..
but now..it just simply seems like the picture of a happy family in my mind is shattered
SO shattered.
and never will the picture be perfect again..
never again.
SIGHS.nevermind.
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the thought of going to school just makes me happy.
can't understand my mum.she's EXACTLY like a teacher.
" your hair very nice hor.i just wonder how you stand the two strands hanging down.you better pin it up before you wear a showercap "
and i was like ... WHATEVER.

hahs.the first person i really look at was XINYI.
and i don't know why.she's beside me now.hahs.
i love HER larh..x)) <33

LESSONS WERE OKAY.probably because today was friday.and also it would end at 12.30
ahas.and when the last lesson bell rang.mrs.chow just step i.and i was like WHAT THE HELL?!

bullshit.then she dragged till 1.16
BLAHS.hahas.okay after that wonder about..
with CHERYL CHEONG.
hahas.BLAHHS......

LALAS.rahhs.i miss hims.
SIGHS.frustrated.maybe i should just let go and go with...
or just give everyone up
hahs.
RAHHHH.............

2006-03-30T00:35:00.000-08:00

HI!i am in school right now.
HAHAS.and its raining CATS AND DOGS.
before i say anything.I WISH THE CHINESE OPERA TROUPE BEST LUCKK!!
esp-WANLING,RUIMIN,YUEMIN,CK,FARIZ,KL.x))

HAHS.okay.its a boring day.and i seriously is love-confused.GODDAMN!
he mentioned-i tried to spot HER in the crowd.yet unfortunately,i couldn't
SIGHS!if he really insist everything cannot be back like in the past.then forget it.
HAIS.enjoyed SCIENCE the most larh.
it was somehow the BEST.
hahas.
OK.blah.
my mom is back so my fone would be CONFISCATED.
WHATEVER.RAHHS.

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all those moments we shared.
listened to the mp3 together on the bus in perth.
taking our first photo at the harbour.
the first time we chatted online on 210705
the way we laughed at the esplanade.
the way we chat.
the way smiled at each other.
the way we wanted to take our second pic on 050805
the way i use jp as the messenger.
the way you wanted to accompany me to get cheryl slippers.
all this memories.can never be washed away.
sorry to hurt you in the first place..
7 months past..and i still love you..
why? why can't it all goes back to how it used to be 7 months ago?
...........
i'm still willing to wait.

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sorry f,i made you upset.
i hurt you.
glad that you gave up
i'm sorry.
i'm bad.
SIGHS.i'm such a BIG FAILURE.
i don't deserve your love.
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i don't know how i feel towards you.
i really don't
i want to love you.but then something pulled me back.
and sadly it was the memories i had with someone that pulled me back.
you r probably too serious
too serious that i'm afraid i would hurt you.
also concearn bout your o's..
sighs..i don't know.
i need sometime boy.
.....

upset-ted.
JASmine.<3

2006-03-28T01:30:00.000-08:00

OKAY.
FIRST.i would like to say ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOEN!!! x)) YOU'RE 16!!

hahas.hope you see it x))
anyway.
i don't want anyone.simply because i don't want to hurt anyone.anymore.

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GODDAMN! tomorrows theres history test.and i done no revision YET!
reach home at 5.sadd.anyways.it was a rather boring day larhs.
GRR.i don't know what to blog bout...cos theres nth much to blog.
RAHH.nvm.is see you guys again when im in the mood to crapp. x))

JASminee..

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its not yc.its not f.its hr x)

2006-03-25T08:18:00.000-08:00

to - youKNOWwhoYOUare

i want to love you.

but i can't.i know you're trying your best.
yet i still am not touched.
i can't bring myself to shoot you in your heart
but i want you to know how i feel.
i love him so much more.and i know you want him to be you
maybe there would be a turn.maybe there would be not
i appreciate your care.i appreciate your love.
but boy love can't be force.
i hope you can just let go and forget me.

i don't deserve your love.
you're way too good for me.

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to you:

i lock you in my heart.and throw the key away
i would not want to find it.just want to do it my way
all i ever wanted.was to have you for one day
it might not be forever.it might not be always.
knowing how you are willing to make me happy,
made me love you more than ever.
oh boy.how could i bear to hurt you
i really wouldn't .
all i need is time to forget.and i hope you would give me time.
just hold on boy..i'm trying to let him go
I love you . i really do.
is still can rmb how you said ai'shiteru
x)) ILU

2006-03-25T04:16:00.000-08:00

KALEIDOSCOPE ROCK BIGTIME;

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it was the first day of the BIG concert.
i'm getting excited..HAHS.
lessons were ALRIGHT after the hols.
it just went on larh.
stay back with cheryl till 3+.then went home to get ready for the concert
wore a halter pink top larhs,and jeans..blahs.met at skool there.went to hougang mall.BLOODY HELL.
CHERYL MADE US WALK A MUDDY PATH.of cos CAUSING MY HEELS TO GET SO DIRTY AND MUDDY!
went to toilet to clean larh.she was like complaining i block her way in taking pics...BLAHBLAHBLAH..i was like..HELLO?I'M THE ONE CLEANING THE DIRT LARH!
@#$%&%$
after that went to plaza sing to meet wanling and her friend at KFC..had dinner cum lunch..then went to take neoprint and WTF..all those we wanted wasn't in the final product larh.BOOLSHIT! then we went to raffles place.saw wendy xavier they all..
went with em larhs.got lost and were late.rochelle and jasmine were there too.hahs.
went in and got our seats.fariz gave me rose..so sweet x))
the show was OK.huiling so CUTE LARH! when she dance.hahs.after the whole concert,went to singapore river there and walk walk walk.went to mac.hahs.
BLAHBLAHS.then we went home lorh.okay the concert is COMING!!

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WOOTS!its the second day!!!!!!!!!
its so MY DAY LARH!went to skool.
lessons were draggy.can't wait for recess larh..then we went to choir room put my stuffs!!okay.had porridge.then went up.
I WAS SO HIGH LARH!
okay.by 11.30 everybody slowly came and we were on our way to vch.
WOOHOOS!okay i changed into costume.and we had rehearsals.
hahs.me and alan added some additional stuffs last minute larh.
blahs..had our makeup.i look HORRIBLE.mrs khor just anyhow draw on my eyebrow and there
RUHUA no II..wth!
then had dinner.time was getting so close!! took pictures.some graduates seniors were there early..hahs..BLAHBLAHS.then it was the actual thing.
TOOK A DEEP BREATH before going up the stage larh.hahs.ALDO was the first and crazy one to go JASMINE..WOOHOO! and i was like... =.= hahs..din't dare to look at the audience at first.hahs..A WONDROUS PLACE FOR YOU AND ME........ and there,my song.done.all clapped and lisa mum was like JASMINE!!!!! i was like ARHH!!hahs.after the whole musical went backstage and my teeth were all RED!all the lipstick larh!mrs khor put so thick!!DAMN.during intermission went to find my friends.got flowers from eugene,my mum and aunt,fariz,henry,limin and christabel,royston,cherie and charlene,aldo,hahs.THANKS ALOT.took pic with reihorng.DDAMN!he's STILL SO MUCH TALLER THAN ME! NO FAIR LARH! BLEAHS!!! then alot of my ex seniors..my mum,aldo,thina,haikal,and alot of choir members.YAY!i love the musical.MR YONG SAY IT WAS GGOOD and i'm just contented enough!YAY!the band perform then we had the combine thing.it was GREAT LARH!BLAHBLAHS,,and just like that..whole thing ended.WOOTS.I LOVE 220306
i will always rmb this day.......

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it was the last day of the concert.came to skool at 8.15
hahs.aiya just go straight to the 11. larh.
okay.everything went alright lorh..
went to vch.so cold i borrowed the blazer from JY
uber nice larh..blahs.had rehearsals.
.....it was fun at the terrace!
took truckloads of pics!
x))
blahblahs,.then we started performing,.,,rahhs
it was nice lorh.....
went home damn TIRED!
blahs..KALEIDOSCOPE ROCK BIGTIME!!!
i love it!

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i'm fickle minded.i know i am.
but i won't let you be hurt.no way.i won't
i'll lock you in my heart and you won't be able to back out.you understand?
my dear boy.i will love you more than ever..
i will let RH go....just give me time
i'm willing to wait. i really am..
so boy.please think it through.

ai'shiteru <33

2006-03-18T00:43:00.000-08:00

SOME MEMORIES OF LAST YEAR AND EARLY THIS YEAR

CHRISTMAS.
i love ALDO i hate VINCENT

CHINESE NEW YEAR

ME-on VALENTINES DAY
know its stupid to host it only now.hahas

my BIRTHDAY

2006-03-17T23:34:00.000-08:00

hallos!
okay.it's a saturday afternoon.and i'm at home
poor thing rights!
SIGHS.later might be going to little keith birthday party
WOOTS!

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i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
i'm bored
okays.i'm really bored.
concerts coming in like 5 days time!!
GOSH!i'm still having a FLU.and COUGH!
WTF
okays.no SPICY food.no OILY stuffs.no COLD drinks.
and sadly..no ICE CREAM!
RAHH! maybe it would help with my diet which seems like its going no where
hahs.i seriously need to lose weight.
cause i'm really really fat.SHIT!
still need to get the puffy pants at THIS FASHION
maybe tomorrow.or tonight .
hahs.all my hw.untouched.lols.
good luck to LEO and BRYAN
tomorrow.i don't know.i don't mind who wins.
i predict is LEO LAM larh.hahs.
i rejected two person today( to go out larhhs)
xinyi and bev.so SORRY!
i'm broke.hahs.
i'll probably be crapping in this post.hahs

"live everyday like its your last"
- anthony ( choir senior )

it really knock some sense into me.never thought of it before lorh
maybe smth will happen tml or even later on.so you don't really know
and to CHINYAN- you will be a GREAT ALADDIN if you volunteered!
GOSH.i miss XINYI alot.my laogong.
whatever shit.BLAHS.just logged in to friendster since months ago?
it changed larh.got a lil crazy
HAHS.cheryl's in bugis.xinyi's in town.so is bev.
no FUN!
RAHHS.i was thinking maturely ytd.hahs.
as in.i really need to settle down and buck up
then really sing well and act well.
and seriously have to make a right choice.
maybe someone whom i really loved.
someone whom really love me
someone who cares.who love.who needs.
i don't know
i'm still finding that someone.
and to F,sorry,you're not that someone.
x(

i started loving this song lately
its called I'll Be
uber nice!!

[The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're My Survival, You're My Living Proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way
back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things
you said
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life ]

kay larh.i posted something i probably never would have done if i wasn't bored
THERE.i'm crapping again!
OOPS =X

BUHBUHYS X))
JASminee-

2006-03-17T07:35:00.000-08:00

HALLOS.
im back.
to mal.everyone loves me yeah?hahas
okay.RAHH.
i LOVE XINYI SO MUCHH!
mom just bot a 3230 and i'm like playing with it
i love the camera.at least its better than mine.
HAHS.

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rights.i'm drained to a maximum extent and i can't take it no more.
so make this a quick one.
went to skool at 10.30 when it was supposed to be at 1.
lols.wanted to meet xinyi at skool initially,but then i got
there too early so met her at hougang mall.
had french fries at macdonalds and xinyi had set lunch
RAHHS.talk talk talk.
then went back to skool like around 12.
hahs.went choir room.alot people larh.
blahblahblah.had rehersals.
i need to be emotional.
so i was.
then alan laughed.so i laughed.
was scolded.-.-
blahs.had to buy puffy pants.
AHH!!had discusiion after choir bout the party..
should be chalet larh.
hahs.
then xinyi,ben,weihui and drina went to suntec
so i go home
sadded.
here i am lorh.
kie larh.i cannot tahan liaos.buhbuhys

JASminee-

2006-03-15T05:29:00.000-08:00

today was GREAT.
and i so MEAN IT!!

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okay.today started with tuition
it was okay larh.
then i went out to have lunch.
and for the first time in my life.
MOMMY NEVER NAGGED!
YAY
okay.it was somewhere at tiong bahru
after lunch.went bugis with mommy.
went to buy my tights.
hah.found it.
then after that.we split.
she and my bro went shopping for my bro's tuition teacher baby present
while i went to find ADELINE and her sis call IVY
hahs.shopped around in bugis.
i was happy for adeline larh.
she made her choice!!
hehs.we walked around..looking for my top to wear to the concert
hahs.found nth except for the TOPSHOP top.
lols.they peied me larh.so nice.
wanted take neos.but they dun wan.so forget it lorh.
after that we want to go bugis street.
met my mum at TOPSHOP so ask her buy me the top.
YAYS!okay.top settled.
then when we were going to cross the road..
BOMB!!ARGH!!i turned around.a car stopped in the middle.with a pink tope lady lying on the ground.
I WAS DUMBFOUNDED!!
wtf.ivy said she saw the lady shoe fly up.
OMG.a live CAR ACCIDENT.
wth.the three of us had smth heavy in our harts and we can't get it off.
then we looked at the scene larh.the lady was bleeding
EWW
just looked away
then around 4+ when back to bugis junction
wanted to take neos.but i dun wan.
hahs.
then ADELINE CHIA promise we take on our 1 on 1 date.
HAHS..right ADELINE??

after that they wanted went home.so i called bev whom i know is in town.
then adeline go home i go find bev lorh.
bev was shopping for her clothes at taka.and michelle was REALLY REALLY sweet.pretty.cute.
then went far east to get her accecories
BLAHS.then went long johns to eat
then went home when they all went to see disney on ice.
LOLS!
okay i totally loved today!
and i can't wait for the day where we will all go out with valval and malmal.
YAY!
lalas.tml got choir.TODAY IS SO MY DAY!!
except the cheryl so sick.
take care girlx))

JASminee-

REPLIES{}
mfw-yah I LOVE YOU MALMAL
bev-yah.YAY
francee-HAHAS.so sadd rites!!

2006-03-14T04:23:00.000-08:00

do you deserve my love?
do you?
i doubt so.hahs.
what a fool

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okay.today was ultra boring.
for i stayed at home the whole day
WTH
okay.tuition was at 9.30
slacked damn lot lahhs.
watch tv
watch tv
still watching tv
and it was already 5
YEAHS
what a tv freak yeah
then had dinner-cum-lunch
and it was so heavy i was so full
LOLS.
i cried lahs.
to find out yuyang was eliminated
WTF
damn it.
now someone idoitic freak is posing bev
and bev so freak outed
BLOODY HELL.
the concert is coming in like 8 days time
and i just can't wait for it!!
ohh
i got all the tickets i need.THANKS anyway

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mfw-alrights.i got the tickets already..thanks anyway
SHINNA- sure.you link me too yeahs?

2006-03-13T02:46:00.000-08:00

i let go.

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HALLOS!!
i'm so high today because of choir larhs.
its fun and i had let go
SO FAST.
lols.
choir started at 11 but went to sch at 10.
for my breakfast cum lunch
hahs.
had honeydew sago and pizza.
then xinyi and i went back to choir room.
we were so high till like siao
and i guessed jon was somehow pissed by us.
so was rachel.anthony.lisa.chinyan.wallace and lots more..
HAHS.okok.then we started practice.
BOOLSHIT.the teachers have no more tickets for second night.
DAMN.i need 3
for beverly and ...
and my bro.
i'm in dead shit larh.
anyone have second night ticket you want to sell?
please approach me me and only me

okie.then went to VCH.
choir practiced first and it was so funny larh
with all the mikes background.
LOLS.
blahblahblah.]
enjoyed the day mostly because of anthony and chinyan and wallace.
LOLS.
it ended at around 5?
yah.then went back to sch
which was already like 5+
then the teachers still want us to wait for the buns
WTF
then went home only after 6
HAHS.
and here i am
went back with deb btw.
LOLS.

end of story
smth that makes me think is...
WHO THE HECK IS jiawei?
sorry..CHIOBU

JASminee-

2006-03-12T06:14:00.000-08:00

no more.

i want all of this no more
no more tears
no more waiting
no more torture
no more masks
no more thoughts
no more of her
no more of YOU
i really don't want to be so hurt anymore again
why?
why must i be the victim?
and not her?
why??
SIGHS.boy don't make me hate you guys
AHH.i cannot stand the pain
just by listening to here without you..
i can burst out tears.
because i remembered about you
i still want your sweetness back...
ALOT ALOT
and i mean it..
baby,i still love you badly..

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today was SULKY
had chinese tuition
i was like pigging larh
so tired.
then after tuition went out
bugis.waited for my parents to finish buying their stuffs
.after they finished their stuffs
made our way to far east
and i SHOPPED.
wanted bev to come.but she can't.so another day larh
hmms.spent more than 100 bucks?
shld be lorh.
i bought metallic bronze pump, uber arabian necklace, the belt i always wanted, a HALLO KITTY necklace.DAMN NICE LARH, alot of tube tops.don't why, but my mum wants it.she say can share.-.-
then oso bot erm..some new nail polishes.
.i loved shopping with em.
cause they simply just pay for what i want
hehs.whatever larh.i just hated today because they scold me for nth.

concert's comin in a week
and my hols are burnt with choir prac.
sian.i'm so like nervous.
but guess it would all turn out FUN.
hopefully bahs.
hehs.

JASminee-

2006-03-10T03:37:00.000-08:00

SIGHS.
he came clean.
with some answer i swear i never want to know
just a cut through my heart.
i lost him

hated him for tripping me into falling for him
yet making me so hurt
' i wasn't sweet to you '
to me,you were exceptionally sweet.
still remembered you said something like that-
' i don't go for sec 1s '
now you go back on your word.
still protecting your little cute baby
when you hurt me so badly

16 hearts 16 saga seeds 16 paper boats
a winnie e pooh chain
a winnie e pooh container
a note only able to be seen with a mirror
all these i do for you.
and what have she done?

i'm not scolding her or anything
but i seriously hope you know how i feel.

so what if i stare at her?
so WHAT

tears.all tears.
and what did i saw?
a smile.
a smile on your face.
hurhurs.
i'm so silly
to have thought you would care.
EXTREME a fool to believe you could me mine.

sadded.in the end.i got nothing

SIGHS

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today was extremely tiring
cause i just found out that after you break down and sleep
you would feel extreme comfy.
hurhur.
some stupid theory made by me.
LOLS.time past fast.
was extreme high during recess larh.
SIAO SIAO.
i would definitely miss mrs.lee.
she rules larh.
RAHH.
all my smile are just masks to hide my tears.
FCUKING JERK
whatever.give up.
to you know who you are:
go home and fuck your mum's fat ass.
thank you for showing me that you can't be trusted
the good times the friendship we have
You can HAVE IT back

JASminee-

2006-03-09T02:16:00.000-08:00

i miss my old blog.
BUT TOO BAD..
i FORGOT the damn password.
RAHHS
okies.i failed almost everything.
and i swear i'm so gonna BUCKUP
hurhurs.nothing much to blog about
BOOHOOHOOS.

todae is the 22nd day i liked you.
but what have you done?
you simply HURT me boy.
sighs.i don't know but i can't help it.
i like you so much and you USED TO like me.
SADDed.i still am willing to stand in the rain and wait